FUCK! Its the first time im saying 'it' . Its already almost reaching half past 3 in the morning and i still can't get to sleep. Urhx. I think i need to see doctor again. This freakin shit is irritating ... you know what? something happened recently and its was unpredictable and saddening when i heard about it how i hope i can share it with someone i trust, it seems that there is still none right now urhx. I think its just cuz i just dun have the ability to trust anyone , sorry to say that . It cannot be reviewed to ur its my life. Its kinda disturbing, its affecting me. I don't know what to do lurhx. Never slept more than 2 hours a day for the past few days. T_T
Later Part Of The Day.
Morning, Urhx. Work up at 6:50am and washed up. Nothing to do switched on the tv and stare at the screen. Suddenly my head starts to ache. i thought it was just not enough sleep, later that i realise that my remote control turned red and theres a bitter smell in my nostrils. Shit, nose bleed again. it was running none stop, the last thing i remembered was crying out to my brother for help. The later part doesnt need explaination . Its not like im watching anything explicit , it just bled -_- Childhood injuries, very weak, lay down on bed and slept called my brother so sms xinyuan i couldn't make it. Stayed home whole day ... boring ... grandparents brew disgusting medicine for me urghx ...
The Blur's Speech Ends*
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
Rock rock rock :D
