Haiya. Today was not a good day again. Ok more pimples, more gray hair. Aiya.! Thats not the point , how im getting more and more stress everytime you know. Firstly, theres still a lot of inside stories of me, im too complicated. haiix Secondly, my family situation is getting more and more tensed up here. i totally never talked to my parents for 2 weeks. Unless under some UNforseen circumstances. My grandparents oso dun believe in me anymore. Summore got a slap from my father that day. Out of no one should my grandpa scold me useless. I was so sad never expected the nearest kin to me say such a thing to me. Im the biggest boy in the family. Everything seems to be laid on me. Why is it always me. Didnt do as well as before for my exams den got a whole trash down . Sibling done something wrong which i wasnt even aware of i have to be the one to KANG eveything . Come home a lil late nowadays and will be locked outside my hus for the whole night. Last time these stuffs never happened to me. Never did they trusted me. Parents dun even chat wif me to know my situation at school. Now im on my own island now.
Den there came the concert incident. I thought I've let the matter down already but it subsides again. What the hell, its all just some small misunderstanding and the case blown up. I admit i was wrong , but I hate people to put words in my mouth. I did not promise those things and I should not me guilty of what i said or done. I respected his comments and he have something to talk about me giving some disgusting attitude face. When did i even shown that , he don't even dare to look straight into my eyes once.
Well let that matter rest then... haiix didnt wanted all this to happen tho. i just want to go back to my once carefree life.
I WANT TO BE MYSELF AGAIN - THIS IS NOT ALL I WISHED FOR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Phew that felt great.
THX guys - you yi qi OK Rarr!! Wo men huo de you gu qi ! =pp
The BLur's SpeecH Ends*
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
Rock rock rock :D
